Saturday, December 20, 2008
To my Dear friend Joyce Stella...
Okay, first of all, I think I'm being nice cos I'm not all set to give you a bad testimonial.
It will take me ages to do tat. :)
However, wadever i write here in today's entry might not be pleasing to your eyes.
Btw,you're still my friend la... cos people tat know me would know I dont like making enermies,so eventually all become my so called "friends"..
Keeping Quiet doesnt mean I dunno wadever you're up to on your sleeves alright.I'm really tired on this "game" anymore. I've always know there were so much more to you but i continue to stick to you on occasions.Friends has been saluting me for bearing with such a person like you knowing you aint that "simple". Well, the reason why i chose to continue telling you stuff is because there's still tat amount of trust I had on you..Unfortunately, You misused tat privilege or tat weak point on me...Sigh....Neeway, I'm writing not bcos i wanna let know tat you're such kinda person but pinning some hope you'd change for the better. I know it's not easy but it's all enough time since the very last time things happened. Sigh...Perhaps, You're always the innocent one infront of ppl whom are not aware of wad had happened.I'm not gonna rant much on other things but work wise. From wad I've heard,It seemed like you've been making yourself sound so miserable that things has been thrown to you by me while i do my own "things",that you felt injustice cos supervisors has been throwing work for you to bring home to complete. Let me tell you, they didnt at all encourage stuff to bring work back to complete, let alone you! Plus, i didnt dump undone work to you! Ask your conscience, on occasions, i did ask if you need any help but you decline my offer saying you could manage...so why complain? More to come! Thank you for putting such a good act infront of me by standing on my side when things goes wrong yet behind my back, i dunno what the heck you've been complaining to the people in da office. I'm not afraid to say I really suspect you share an unusual relationship with the "new Sup"despite saying how much you detest her. Omg, God knows how you actually suck up to her when nobody is around? Okay, all these are my assumptions. You shld feel nth if you did none of the above mentioned. Wadever, I feel really out of place. I guess..nope I assume again you've been telling tales about me that everyone's behaving rather weird. Duhx!You guys can lunch tgt, leave the office tgt..leaving me along... Gosh! I just felt amiss lah. I can tell you i'm not even aware of new projects in hand..which i guess i shld know cos i'm part of the team! Perhaps, now everything is directed to you bah, cos you're so good in making yourself a good employee, slaving like mad while I do my own work like you claimed. Muaha! For a person like you tat can put on such a good act infront of me yet gossiping behind my back, I really doubt your social qualities. Haiz..
Anyway, i shall not comment much cos i'd need to be good myself before criticising others. Yah..Heard many stories about you and surprisingly, they all are similar senarios from different persons..Wth.I really salute myself, many told me to be careful about you yet i ignore their "alert calls". Foolish me. Somehow I regret bringing you to MDC. Sigh...
Last note, stop sucking up to different people & twisting words quoted from other people's mouth.I BEG YOU. PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS, dont harbour bad intention on "my people".
Alright, May GOD bless you my dear friend.
12/20/2008 06:45:00 PM