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Friday, October 31, 2008


Initially I was kinda happy cos of yesterday's nite out with my BFFs from Sec sch.
8 yrs & counting. Heex!


Not until i received this bloody phone call from my mum. I seriously hate picking up her calls cos i couldn't make up wad she was saying plus my maid's weak command of english i cant really understand wad they want out of me.PLUS i was busy with my work. Well, eventually i got it. BILLS! OUTSTANDING BILLS again. Fuck. Dont they know my family is not surviving well, with no income coming in? I myself hav problem surviving! ARGH. Days back a call from HDB Board Officer, This time round from the town council. Fuck. I had enuff. I dunno when we can ever finish paying this nv ending BILLS.OMG la. I rather die before my mum. I even had the intention of running away from home. Okay like i'm starting to do so once in a while whole day staying outside instead of being at HOME. My home is like hell. Finally i know how my sista felt. Argh. Okay. Just call me useless and unable to help out much. You tink i feel good everytime i scold my mommy or whoever tat's involved? HAIZ.I just feel i gonna collaspe anytime soon.
Wadever la huh, let's post some pics of my lovelies/darlings/BFF wadever close terms you name :DD Been some time since we met up & i totally miss them soso much!


We went bar/club hopping. Heh. Not really.Was at TheArena(Clarke Quay) first cos it was thurs & it was Ladies nite. Didnt stay for long. But the ambience & live performing band was good. The free flow cosmo wasnt too bad too. Yeap.

After tat walked to Boat Quay, went to Eski Bar, my two darlings wanna have some vodka cos the cosmo at Arena 'couldn't get them high' LOL. simply not enuff so they ordered lor. Pink Panther & Cranberry Vodka. Heh. Omg it's damn COLD there. Esp when you first stepped in.


Left soon after they finish their drinks & went to Sake cos i hav the sudden urge to SING!
So yea. We drink,drank,drunk until like 3.30 am & left for Meiyan's house. Heh. Save money!


Piceys! =DDDD










Took a total of 50 over pictures not possible to blog them all out so for more piceys do dropby my facebook album @ http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=81922&id=748941489&ref=mf =DDDD
To end off, the usual Kaileng zilian! =DD
Haiz. Being random i do miss some of my friends, I dunno what went wrong between us but yea. I do miss you gals.
Hope things will get better for me & for everyone of ya experiencing low points of your lives =DD


Kaileng wrote
10/31/2008 01:43:00 PM





Wednesday, October 29, 2008


Today's entry..No Artistes'...No Friends'...No Personal zilians'.. pictures..


totally some self reflection. Heh.

Before tat, some time back while i was singing at a grassroot club at their lounge with my dad, a very elegant lady passed me her namecard & asked me to join her as a performer/singer cos she thinks I'm good.


Well, till now i've yet to contact her, i dunno if i shld. But right now, I'm thinking..somehow i could do wad i like & at the same time get extra income why not?I wish to hear your views. Let me know on the tagboard ya? :)


For now....


R.E.G.R.E.T.S...

Do you hav any since the day you are able to think independently?
I have aplenty.


Neeway, i just wish i was a better daughter to have, a better friend to have, & wadever terms you called upon me.


Out of so many things I've done & regretted,I think two very vivid incidents tat i very much regretted up till now still leaves very much an impact on me...

1) 'O' Levels

I shld hav insist to go on to sec 5 to carry on with my 'O's. Who knows i might get decent results to earn me a place in poly? I dun care if it's some ulu course or something i might not like. BUT at least i tried & got enrolled to it? So much regrets for tat. ESP. when my results qualify for Sec 5 education.I have to blame my ATTITUDE towards school for that, cos my sch looked at our attendance & of cos judging from our 'N' results whether we are able to survive for 'O's.So i was absent more than 10 days in a term & i'm a 9 pointer. So they decide not to take me in. Infact, when i went for the meet & greet session tgt with my Mum, they straight away introduced ITE.Neeway, if time could turn back, i'd not care wad others say but to insist on doing my 'O's no matter how difficult it is..

2) ITE's CCA Studio Recording

I guess by right I shld be a happy gurl with a happy CCA in ITE tats studio recording but was denied the chance cos of another CCA on hand which needs ppl tats BAND. Well, i made it thru the auditions for Studio Recording & trust me it was not easy cos you were accessed your vocal capabilities. It was even not easy to give up wad i love for another. Nah.. I love both band & Studio Recording but their training session clashed so yea. Made to give up S.R. Plus IC for band requested for me to stay cos they hav not enuff strength in my section..Okay la, i've been playing trumpet since primary school, so i do feel much being in a band... BUT during tat period i swear i wasnt feeling good cos out of a hundred only 20 were given a chance for studio recording & i happened to be one of the lucky souls tat make it thru. During the actual training for S.R, you'll be taught singing techniques,breathing techniques as well as experiencing song recordings in a studio, just to name a few. Best of it all is the selected ones are all given free vocal lessons which can sum up to $150 for basics..I shld be part of Tinybox by now.. :(
Neeway, nvm..cos band do leave me wonderful memories too! Nice bandmates, nice outdoor exposure..of cos i learnt something called 'JAZZ'! =DDD

Tats all i have to rant. Think from now onwards, i gotta learn to ignore the negatives cos it simply makes me weaker & be POSITIVE cos it gives me strength to carry on my days.. =DD


Kaileng wrote
10/29/2008 12:38:00 PM









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