Thursday, March 20, 2008
I'm so proud to announce tat since yesterday, I've lost a very good friend whom makes me looks & sound like a total idiot.
I couldn't accept wads happening, simply cos i didn't knew such a thing could happen to me from a friend i once very rely on.
We shared basically everything, she treats me sometimes much more good than herself, bought me personalised gifts, lends me a listening ear whenever i need it.
Wads more touching, she would always stand by me whenever i'm in a conflict with the other party.
So it was really hard for me to say, since yesterday my heart is dead. I can no longer hold onto her.
So Wad she did tat really makes me so agitated & even lost my sense yesterday? I hate the fact tat she sow discord between me & the rest of my friends. & wadever she said none were the truth.
I can only say, i was so wrong to have trusted such a friend.I was blindfolded all along. Wadever she says about my friends, sometimes i add on bad stuff. I really feel bad now.
I owe so many ppl apologies esp to Ryan,kailin & couple others, just all with the exception of her.
I'm really sorry to have badmouthed you guys. I hope it's never too late to apologise. :)
Haiz..We wouldn't know she has such problems if the couple of us didn't sit down & talk among ourselves. We find her acting strangely nowadays, her msn being so ever emo..well, wadever lah.. She REALLy needs to see a pyscologist.. Cos wadever she said to us, the next minute she forgets, worst still said she never said such a thing when so many ears caught wad she said...
It was somehow ridiculous lah. Pls la gal, you'r 21 yet you'r acting like a small kid, there is not a need to say things tat are untrue okay. You got your motive, you got me upside down, believing in you, & misunderstand my friends.
Wadever, i felt Rah's case rather ridiculous too, just by taking a picture, you can say she likes huanhuan. Gal, i tell you straight you'r not allowed to judge by your own instincts, which is always wrong. The problem in you is tat you love to elaborate & said things on your own accord.
I can give you many examples which it will take me hundred years to name it out. Yesterday a couple of us sit down tgt & really finds ya fishy. You really said so much tat's so untrue. Take it as we'r fools to have believed you. I think Olivia & myself zui kelian. We were the so called 'closer' to you de ren, yet you treated us like tat..
wad makes you think have the right to use your own imagination & words tat caused me to dui bu qi peiyi by saying her until she's not worth a cent? I feel so sorry for her. & indeed i'm so sorry.. Sorry dearest babe, peiyi..
You told me she told Caleb about idols stuffs, fine. But why on earth you said she told him about us snatching guys? Ridiculous, i'm so sorry tat i've to bring raynard into the picture too. She din say tat at all. Wad snatching guys? For you is marcus, for me is raynard. wad the fuck! She din say anything okay. Infact after hearing wad u said to me, i immediately dedicate a blog post for her, & you were so happy when i scolded her upside down on my blog. Just wads your motive?
Fuck off bitch!
You get me even more hot now, why on earth you told us she went to dig marcu's bag without his permission? We believe you tats why we began to see her as a bad freak. Now you'r even more disgusting. Wadever, i think you'r also trying to put marcus & peiyi on bad terms. Just wads your motive? She was like so shocked why marcus suddenly puts her off his list, contacts update also not informed.. Prolly things weren't tat bad until you went around telling stuffs to him. Okay, this is my assumption, like you always assume okay. Get this right all this is my own stand i din say you said all those except the bag part when she sees without permission.Peiyi said if she ever has something to pass she will pass to him directly, why would she wanna open's other's bag? so impolite. Basic respect alrite gal. I bet you won't undertstand.
Anyway, So much things to be said la, i can't possibly name out all. I just wanna say, Dun always assume.. & self add on... You'll make things worse..
All i can say, You've been a great friend all along until this day when my heart is fully dead on you..
I'm really bu shuang when you get the rabbit pouch okay..stop saying your zodiac is rabbit...!Obviously,regarding lemon too.
Why tell me he took of the plush toy when he didn't? Why tell me he said numbers dun give to others only & you self pin point names liek dun give to Rah,Xueting & etc?
haiz..You really made me sound & look like a fool.Harming my beloved friends around me doesn't help...Sorry...
I was stupid enuff to tolerate all your 'strange behaviors' all along. I guess nth would be cleared if the couple of us didn't sit down & talk..
oh yea, you said olivia likes jianfeng & scare kelly will have hard feelings?!? my foot. She didn't even say tat alright..Get your facts right. Dun always assume. & have fantasies which is not going to happen.I guess tats why you are self contradicting. Too much fantasies! Fuck off bitch! You'r erased off my life for good.
Wadever it is, thank you for being such a great friend before i knew you were such a person.
I love you for all da beautiful memories tat shall stays.
Go & reflect bah. Sighzzzzzzzzzz...
somehow i feel she's right, she's always causing problems.
& yea right, she does have big mouth, and can't keep secrets, everything also must share.
Not tat i'm being bad, cos i myself will somehow leak out secrets too, but she's way scary. She can tell this person something tat will somehow influence the other party to dislike tat person. Scaryyyyyy is all i can say.
Think about it, do you really feel happy now tat every of your friend is leaving you?Tat everyone's relationship is turning bad cos of you? Haiz..
Yea...Kaileng loves Rabbit & Lemon :) wondered who appeared on my hands before? TVB & Jontoh :)
Secret to my wallet....Lemon & Rabbit's Picture :)
Thank you lemon for the consoles :) I tink i got better seeing you & Rabbit :) So sorry to let you guys see me sobbing :( You can always crack me up with your lame jokes & actions. cute lil lemon :)
Mummy Rabbit :) Really thank you for all the hugs & supports. I love you rabbit :) You will always be the one tat listens, though i dun really know how to talk to you regarding my matter yesterday. Thank you dearest anyway. Seeing you, i'm more than happy le..
So sad din't manage to take more pics with you.. :( will do so soon!
Now let me show you my two dearies okay?
They are the two tat i really love so much :) Just by seeing them, i got happy le.. Lame lemon cum Sweetest mummy= Kaileng's love...
But huh..they'r not tgt okay..cos the pic seemed like it..hehe..so i better clarify..hehex! Bro & sista only.. :)
anyway, for some others seen:
-----Huan Huan, forever so nice :) i'll always remember he's 3rd in line after Lemon & Rabbit :)
--------Caleb! Thanks for being such a nice dude, lending listening ear, believing in us :) The way u msged Rah makes me feel tat you'r really sincere & nice. Thanks for everything!
-------Shuaishuai...oops they'r running late!
-----Yanyan :) She's not fierce.. alright.. :)
Anyway..yah...may all da good things comes & bad things goes. *shiew shiew*
3/20/2008 10:50:00 AM