Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Day 16~! :)
Sorry if i sounded a lil harsh these few days to anyone i spoke to~
am burned by many many things on da mind.SORRY.
*Life sucks. Family sucks.* Why are all the responsibilites coming to me?!? I've really got no time for all the things i need to settle? The need to settle outstanding bills? The need to bring my mother for follow up? The need to grab the neccessary documents to ask for financial assistance?So many things awaits me to settle yet i cant even settle one of them right now. Wadever Life seriously sucks. At 20, i really think i'm a failure. Piece of SHIT tat nobody adores. HAIZ. Waiting for miracle to happen, praying for more time each day. Now everyone knows why i'm always hanging out outside when i'm supposed to be back home. I guess i have no courage to face all those SHIT. Just when will i be able to handle all the responsibility?I'm not at all ready.Fuck.
:( I may seemed happy all day long, but i've problems awaiting for the day & many more to come. Well, i live in darkness, tats why i'd prefer to be out with friends, go & support dear idol-friends?!? Simple reason behind all those, i'll be a happier person when i see these group of people instead.. :)
I dun wanna always write the same old contents for the start of the blog entry practically everyday but yea, when somebody matters so much & when he's suddenly gone you'll really WILL feel a part of you missing. haha. tats obviously how i felt when he left.. so yea. I'm telling you yes. He's still missed by your majesty me. :)
Being random, Joyce was searching for her EZ link card in her bag yesterday tat left me thinking about him again cos he's always digging his 'treasure bag' chinese we call it '八宝袋' haha. Yea. If he's not looking for his EZ link, he'll be looking for his wallet. haha. it's time to change a new bag dude~ oops！ Oh i actually told him before i'd get him something for him to keep all his cards~! hehheh! Only yet to do so.. :P
I wonder how his follow up & consultation goes, well i guess for now can only wait for his updates .. :)
Meanwhile, pic for day 16~!
aHA! He is really good when he plays basketball..i was stunned when i first saw him played. one word: '帅' :) haha. I would easily labelled him '篮球王子'，寰' :)
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Today is my fellow purple lover aka Big eyed babe's Birthday.
Happy 24th Birthday Christalle dearie!
May all the sweet sweet things comes her way & have a blessed birthday dear!
Here's one specially for her :)
& of cos a picture i took with the beautiful princess some time ago :)
Once again, happy birthday dear! Do hav fun & enjoy on your special day! Am sure lotsa surprises will come your way! Misses&LoVE!
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Okay..so kaileng randomly saw shuaishuai @ canteen during dinner time yesterday :) He claimed to have come back to see his 'boss' for some discussion, prolly on his contract? :) Yea, still nice as usual. Just for the sake of shuaishuai's supporters,some updates.. his life goes on as usual after WWDZ,his PC is down, then practically when he's not at home will be out with friends & loved ones :)
yea.. & for you all, i got a pict of him :) Look for me for the original copy :)
Hehex..isn't he sizzling HOT? aHA! Cool Cool kinda guy, it's either you love him or you dont.. :)
Our picture tgt :)
He was really kinda restless when we saw him yesterday. Pls grab enuff rest yea. :)
cya around.
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To end off, I'm gonna say a lil something to Xueting..
I'm not one tat will take lil things to heart but your actions somehow always turns me off & therefore i gotta shout at you yesterday.Can't really blame you also cos you are REALLY QUIET by nature..BUT at least if you wanna request for me to be around can you pls do it in a polite manner? Pls understand this ya..?
dont always '鬼鬼祟祟' & pls act like your age. :)
oh stop poking ppl! :P
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HAve a great day! Once again, Happy birthday dear Christalle, & huan you'r missed 24/7 :)
Kaileng wrote
7/02/2008 11:17:00 AM
