Wednesday, November 19, 2008
My heart aches
. Really. Anyone
can do tat to me, not you
..definitely.. :( :(Love
you so much tat it was like a needle
pierced thru my heart..when you did tat to me..
Finally I understand how ........ used to feel about you.
in you made me go totally speechless. I only know I'm feeling so bad
Thank you so much huh...Perhaps Your identity is a lil different now tat i dun even hav the right to follow you closely behind wadever you are doing.
However the magical element
in you is you are able to twist
the entire situation when i met you face to face, Everything will be back as like normal..& i cant help but to once again trust tat you haven change a bit, still da same you.(Just as i type, there you go again,you finally replied my msg) HAHA! tat msg made me ponder if i shld continue typing this entry, cos you are really good, whenever i want to let you go, something stopped me...
Wadever, i saw you & You did saw me, dun say you didnt! I wanted to say hi but you simply walked at a faster pace & disappear from my sight. :(
Well, i guess i had better stop ranting
cos at least your msg came, it does makes me feel a lil better.
I do not expect
anything & perhaps cant expect anything from you, but the least you can do is to acknowledge.
I'm so into the song 沉默的羔羊
.. somehow it reflects some of my feelings towards life :)
Okay, everything's back to normal. No want think many, to me, PAIN is part of growing up process :)
11/19/2008 10:00:00 AM