Sunday, August 03, 2008
Time for updates.. Erm.. Life dun seemed too good for me.Am struggling, am terribly in need of cash for transport as well as some "生活费"... Am left with pathetic 20 dollars in my pocket, how to survive until the next payroll which is estimated to be in two weeks time.
Now tat our contract has ended with our agency, i guess they'll take even longer to process our pay cos this is our last mth with them.. :( & well, i'm in some 'debts' which i cant clear. :(
Haiz, life sucks as for now that i even hav silly thoughts of running away from home, but i know i cant cos i dun even hav the capability to survive alone..
Neeway, nuff of my yucky life. Hate it loads esp when words of ppl around me whom cares doesnt get thru my mind...They've said their piece but i just learn to listen yet do nothing to change.I really wanna 从新做人, learn how to spend wisely, basically a person tat knows how to limit her spendings, plan her finance. I know this gonna be difficult but i'll try. If i dun help myself who will help me? Sometimes i wonder, why do i act on impulse then come to regret? Haiz. I wish i could learn to be a better person & I will.
Put my personal stuffs aside, Thanks Xueting for informing me tat sweetest is around during movie premiere & even calling me to ask if i have any words for him. Thanks babe. Well, i told her to tell him to take care. It's really nice of sweetest to ask about me, on whether i'm going down :) Well too bad, i cant be there, sweetest just gave a smile back to xueting :)
Here's a pic of sweetest from the movie premiere :)
Picture courtesy of Xueting. Thanks!
I Love ya my sweetest always!
Neeway,I'm so looking forward to 30th August! Tats when i gonna see Mr JonT again! I wanna hear him SING. Been such a long time since i last heard him, not to say see him in person. Argh! Really miss him. Counting down to 30th everyday from now!
there are other artists from campus & project superstars whom are appearing too! It'll be 12pm @ Tampines Mall, Level 4, open plaza. :)
Thank you dear xueting for ur info! :) I wanna see JONTOH!
yeap.. did some personality quest again, shall show some of the results :)
*Can sense the motives and desires of others.
*Creative problem solvers.
*Have great ability to motivate and inspire others.
*Have highly developed interpersonal skills.
*Possess great ability to teach others.
*Will go to great lengths to protect friends.
*Feelings may be easily hurt.
*May be over emotional.
*May not complete the task.
*May too often carry the burdens of others on their own shoulders.
*Tend to idealize relationships.
Haha, for those interested in my full results do click:
Alright i gtg, my days are getting tougher but i'll hang on! Wish me luck!
JonT, Dearie Huan,sweetest Nat! Misses & Love!
8/03/2008 02:24:00 PM