Friday, June 20, 2008
I've decided to start counting the days until you come back..infact day 1 since you left, i'm already counting..hehehx... :)
Day 4 already... ahum... everything is getting better, slowly healing,i'm already not thinking of places & stuff& lil things tat will make me run tap water. BUT! when occasionally when ppl starts calling your names, i'll start to feel something again...haiz...why am i so attracted to you my dearest?!? Perhaps you'r really one Mr Nice whom i can talk to ba.
Neeway,i duno why but i seemed to be doin up photo collage this few days. aha. missing you too much tat i've to play with our photos. & yes. You are "ALWAYS ON MY MIND" :D :D
woohoo. desktop wallpaper on my working desk :D :D
(Last min addition to my entry :D)
Anyway...Aha. I'm super high la. Finally caught him on msn. :D :D
Can somebody sensed my happinesss? hehex.. Though the conversation was short it can keep me going for the rest of the day :)
*click on image for the chat logs :)
Short & simple plus sweet :) Sad leh. His operation gotta wait, meaning i gotta wait even longer in SG for him to be back! argh! :(
yea. so yesterday...went to had lil dinner gathering with Jiaxi :D
Thanks Olivia darling for inviting me along.Dinner was fun. We were split into 2 tables. Me,Rah,Mel,Chantrice & Wendy was seated tgt while Jiaxi,Olivia,DaEvon,Grace & Stefy was on another table. Jiaxi was initially seated with us. Half way thru he said he needs to go accompany Olivia,i was like ohh~ understood. LOL. They very kelian la, kept being made fun off. hehe. Alrite Jiaxi is really sweet towards her la, omgosh sometimes to the extend..ahum..see liao also hair stand. wahaha.Somewhere in between we had lotsa fun banging back to back. i dunno how to desribe la. LOL! chantrice & Jiaxi.. knows better! LOL!
Anyway, after the dinner, all of us went to take neoprint, with some dun wanna take so the rest of us carry on with takin lo. Yea. Tats about all ba, heard he left to find the rest of the fellow contestants for movie after leaving us. Thanks for the treat Jiaxi. Some paid him back some did not. For us that had not paid, we'll give you a treat back yea :)
haha, being random,Jiaxi wanna whack huan cos he flew off w/o informing him.hehheh. So should i feel xinfu instead? LOL!i was recalling how huan replied jiaxi..."sorry bro, already in China, can't go to Zouk with you le.." or something similar in content. so funny la. gosh.
Anyway, really thanks for the short dinner gathering Jiaxi, Olivia & co :)
Thank you guys for your consoles. :)
Enjoyed myself. Sorry to have break down again yesterday, must have shocked you gals yea. No worries. I promised you guys i'll be fine, i must stay strong, in order not to let the rest of those whom are so concerned about me worried :) It's not as if he's gone forever..hehe..
----------Chantrice! I hate bei hou ling! LOL!
-------LOL. everyone was saying taking pics with him inside the neoprint machine looks like couple shot. So he has so many girlfriends for the day?!?cos so many of us took. hehheh. LOL!
Being random again, dear Chantrice asked me a very good question yesterday, would i forsake Jontoh for Zhenhuan?!? If these 2 are the only man left on earth who would i go for?!?
My answer to her, dont make me choose i hate making choices. Both are equally good & i love them equally alrite :)
Talking about tat thank you my dearest Kazaf, for your message. It does makes me feel better.'It's not as if he won't be back..so don ponder over it' :) yea so true. I'll wait for him to be back. :) Thanks dear!
Oh yea. Entry getting long. Before i go off shall leave you guys with my pic with a handsome dude..hehheh. This is Jackson ever looking good :D Poor dude needs to study scripts already. Their scripts totally scare me off. One episode so many pages. Like how u gonna memorise everything?!? Anyway, hav fun in your new show Jackson :D
Random Zilian! This pair of spects rocks like totally!
Byeeeee.. XOXO! I'm still MISSING huan :D :D :D :D :D
6/20/2008 09:03:00 AM