Wednesday, June 18, 2008
2 days since you left, my dearest huan~
Still feeling a lil lost, still a part of me went missing.
Really hate coming to mdc to work,everyday walking past the area you were once there makes me even more emo. Places like canteen, wardrobe area..such a pain walking past those places.
I really really miss you. Got some news tat you'll be away for a month i dunno how the rest of the many many days i gonna spent. I can't go on crying as if somebody pass away yes? Haiz..
Really really miss you. I hate myself for growing closer to you during the last two weeks of the competition such tat now i feel a lil lost w/o you around.. :(
I miss the way you laughed when u start imitating your fellow contestants,
I miss the way you sing randomly everytime we'r tgt,
I miss taking buses & train with you..
I miss bitching & crapping around with you..
I miss you always reminding me tat i was paid to surf net :P
I miss basically every lil thing we shared.
I dunno why, i just feel u'r really special, someone tat i'd always put on my mind...
Pls pls at least drop me a msg so tat i'll know you'r doin well @ somewhere far away where i can't see you yea? :(
Neeway, you are loved no matter where u may be :)
I Love You :)
Enuff of my dearie huan, in case tap water starts running again :(I just wanna let him know i miss him alot alot....
Randomly blog hopped, realised many of my dear friends dedicated short messages to me & some special others. We've been tgt like for mths. This WWDZ really made us grew closer,shared a lot of good & bad times.. I can't thank everyone in detailed but you guys really made my life beautiful, you know who you are.. :) Beautiful peeps, thank you for the wonderful memories...:)I will definitely miss the old days where we waited for them, crapped around, doing crazy things at reception.kenna chased out at certain timing, our late nite suppers, hang out outside besides WWDZ recordings. I really miss you gals! Thank you so so much for the wonderful times. I love you guys loads!
----Love you my darlings!
To all 16 WWDZ contestants, you guys were great! Jianfeng,Caleb,Jiaxi,Louis,ShuaiShuai,Gavriil,ShiQian,Qiuting,LiangYi,Germaine,Mable,ShiYing...
Esp like to mention my dearest huan, dun need to say many, you know i always loved & supported you my dear friend. Life with you around is really fun & enjoyable.i will definitely miss the days we spent tgt. Thought it's within short period of time, i feel tats nth we can't talk about. You are a great friend i could hold onto.I'm waiting for you to be back @ Sg yea. We can go back to Boon lay tgt :) same old words, wherever you go, i'll follow. No second thoughts :) Waiting patiently for you to be back.. :) You once wrote something for me tat i'm so touched & i would like to repeat the same words to you,yes specially dedicated to one & only you.. "Dearie Huan,You made me see sunshine,sees hope,sees the beautiful life.." :) No matter wad you mayb doin now, all da best! Misses & love loads!
Dearest LemonBoy,Thank you so much for bringing so much joy to my life, always being crazy & playing a fool,makes my day. Simply seeing you makes me happy.natural 'kai xin guo'... :) Nv regreted supporting you, cos you deserved every bit of my support. I dun care wad you are in others eyes, but i see you as a very special person. your bubbly personality really makes me loves you even more. Pls continue to do well & keep going crazy! :) cya around my dearest!
Dear Rachelle, thank you to you as well, for being so true to yourself, i remember i really like your personality, ever so real. Dun hav to keep anything to yourself. Anyway, really like to thank you for being around everytime when i'm down during the first few times i met you. :) I did feel better.. Though my support for you was not as strong as before liao, you're still loved :)
Dear Christalle, my fellow purple lover as well as big eyed babe. Though my support comes a lil too late, you'r still loved. hehheh. I dunno why, but there's this special feel i have towards you. I just simply felt attracted to you. :) Anyway, it was really nice knowing you. I also dun care wadever you are like in others eyes. For at least, in my heart, i've always believed your every word :) Remember i can vorch for you for your character? :) Jiayou in wadever you do..
Alright, my entry is getting long, should get going le..Dont miss me many! haha.& i really really miss Huan... Nv knew i was so attracted to this dear friend.. :( waiting patiently for him to be back. I miss you my dear!XOXO!
Kaileng wrote
6/18/2008 09:10:00 AM
----Love you my darlings!
