Monday, February 11, 2008
Today's post gonna be so unlike me, my blog seemed very happy with my daily happy updates.BUT not as for the first part of the post today.
ASK me if i'm feeling bad, i seriously DO. I SERIOUSLY dislike it when i'm the cause of problems, be it in wadever area. WORK, friendship OR family.
So i really wanna apologise to Kailin whether or not i'm in the wrong. Deepest sorry to you. I din know being talkative can be my weakest link :(
i wanna let it off, zhen de at once my heart was pierce with a needle. i dun want an 'idol' to affect our friendship..i din know u would react tat serious when I converse much more with your idol. At times, i did you tell you tat she's around, it just so happen tat you have no reaction so i tout i could chat along with her? Yup, things were tat simple nth much. I nv knew you would read so much into tat. I think i rather not talk with her the next time i saw her. But let me tell you, it's gonna be damn weird when i really stopped talking to her. Actually truth to be said, i nv ever since i knew her, talk to her in a more personal level asking her lifestyle and so on wor, all i gave was comment like wah you look tired, and asked her how was her work so on.. :( So ah, dun tink too much. It's really tat simple.Haiz, why say until i nv support jiu no pt tok to tat person? :(
Haiz, i knew i can't control my emotions well, so after sobbing, i felt much better, it was really getting better when ur msg came saying you wld be fine tmr and sorry if you were being harsh. It's heart warming to note ya feeling better. I really know your feelings tats why when u say i knew it & still did it made me felt so remorseful. :(
Anyway all tat past..No want affect my mood many.PLS have a good talk with HER yes? Clear up the misunderstandings & wadever you deemed necessary only then, your dead knot will be untied. Believe it or not, it'sup to HER le. Yup. :)
Today i was saying i have a feeling i'll see my ppl yes? haha! i saw dearest/sweetest NAT :)
Talk more bout it ltr, wardrobe during lunch hrs was empty nobody was seen :)
Did some zi-lianing @ office!
Until dinner time saw, Alan @ canteen. Woah so young eh, dun look like father of 2 !
---------She says this pic got feel leh! :)
Yeap..atfer tat go wardrobe, seen Zzen, Yahui ,Dearest Nat & lastly Elvin lo.
----AhZzen like tat veh cool lehz!He said we veh good, can knock off le! :P
----Haiz..the caused of the misunderstandings!But as usual she's really nice, perhaps to everyone. BTW, she prefers blur pics. haha.
------The first one was so blur so i retake lor!
Yeap, & last but not least dearest NAT! JS was like tat guy looks like Nat & omygosh it's him :)Wadever, still my sweetest NAT, haha. he said i really have lotsa idols. haha! BUT i told him he's on top of my list lehz, as in TOP 5! woohoo! I like his lil reaction to things like this. oh i mean the facial expression, is priceless lahz! :) KK, i did one photo collage of him too! :)
NAT=LOVE! i know u guys are really sick & tired of this tagline! haha!
Yeap, i mentioned i saw elvin yes, it's such a miracle i din take a pic with him lo. haha! just dun feel like it lahz. so yea, he looks as if he isn't on a good mood too. tats my own stand, not elvin's or anyone's. & he DROVE NAT off, kinda expected :)
Tats about all. Think i won't be having a good sleep today. 8th packet of tissue used if you believe me. Haiz. Good day to all! Though mine isn't good! :(
2/11/2008 10:32:00 PM