My heart aches. Really. Anyone can do tat to me, not you..definitely.. :( :(

Love & trusted you so much tat it was like a needle pierced thru my heart..when you did tat to me..
Finally I understand how ........ used to feel about you.

The change in you made me go totally speechless. I only know I'm feeling so bad now..
Thank you so much huh...Perhaps Your identity is a lil different now tat i dun even hav the right to follow you closely behind wadever you are doing.

However the magical element in you is you are able to twist the entire situation when i met you face to face, Everything will be back as like normal..& i cant help but to once again trust tat you haven change a bit, still da same you.(Just as i type, there you go again,you finally replied my msg) HAHA! tat msg made me ponder if i shld continue typing this entry, cos you are really good, whenever i want to let you go, something stopped me...

Wadever, i saw you & You did saw me, dun say you didnt! I wanted to say hi but you simply walked at a faster pace & disappear from my sight. :(

Well, i guess i had better stop ranting cos at least your msg came, it does makes me feel a lil better.
I do not expect anything & perhaps cant expect anything from you, but the least you can do is to acknowledge.

I'm so into the song 沉默的羔羊.. somehow it reflects some of my feelings towards life :)


当别人误解我的时候
我总是沈默
沈默对我来说其实是一种反驳
当世界遗忘我的时候
我一个人过
幸福对我来说其实是一种传说
当敌人越来越多
朋友都离开我
当爱情变成一种负担却无法解脱
我不是沈默的羔羊
我有话要讲
给我一点酒
让我有勇气
向你吐露我的悲伤
我不是沈默的羔羊
我也有梦想
当明天太阳升起
照在我的脸上
我一样能散发光芒

羔羊也会怒吼
沉默是一种力量
你是不是和我一样
在现实中学会坚强

Okay, everything's back to normal. No want think many, to me, PAIN is part of growing up process :)