Emo little miie

Friday, May 16, 2008

i took this extract from laozhabor.blogspot.com & it's damn meaningful la.

yea. though mother's day is just over, but do take some time off to read this yea? :)

When you were 1 yr old, she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were 2 yrs old, she taught you to walk,
you thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were 3 yrs old, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were 4 yrs old, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by colouring the dining room table.

When you were 5 yrs old, she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest.

When you were 6 yrs old, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming, "I'm not going!"

When you were 7 yrs old, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window.

When you were 8 yrs old, she handed you an ice-cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 yrs old, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 yrs old, she drove you all day,from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 yrs old, she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 yrs old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13 yrs old, she suggested a haircut.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14 yrs old, she paid for a month stay at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15 yrs old, she came home from work looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16 yrs old, she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17 yrs old, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18 yrs old, she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19 yrs old, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campuscarried your bags.
You thanked her by saying goodbye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 20 yrs old, she asked whether you were seeing someone.
You thanked her by saying, "It's none of your business."

When you were 21 yrs old, she suggested certain careers for your future.You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to be like you!"

When you were 22 yrs old, she hugged you at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.

When you were 23 yrs old, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were 24 yrs old, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future.
You thanked her by glaring and growling, "Muuhh-ther, please!"

When you were 25 yrs old, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 30 yrs old, she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."

When you were 40, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday.
You thanked her by asking you were "really busy right now."

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.

And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on your heart.

Never forget to love her more than ever if your mother is still around.And if she's not, remember her unconditional love and pass it on.Always remember to love thy mother, because you only have one mother in your lifetime!

yea.. & something so true about horoscope too, also taken from her blog..

什麼第一名? What is your Number One?
牡羊座.衝動第一名，做事後悔第一名，火氣大第一名，大膽第一名，敢愛敢恨第一名。

金牛座.穩重第一名，節檢第一名，貪財第一名，可靠第一名，吃苦耐勞第一名。

雙子座.八卦第一名，聰慧第一名，Crazy第一名，幽默第一名，多話第一名。

巨蟹座.體貼第一名，愛吃第一名，愛家第一名，孝順第一名，多愁善感第一名。

獅子座.自信第一名，愛現第一名，要面子第一名，品味第一名，風度第一名。

處女座.細心第一名，挑剃第一名，愛乾淨第一名，小題大做第一名，吃醋第一名。

天秤座.愛美第一名，猶豫第一名，懶惰第一名，善辯第一名，公正第一名。

天蠍座.癡情第一名，扮酷第一名，魅力第一名，冷冰冰第一名，理智第一名。

射手座.貪玩第一名，糊塗第一名，可愛第一名，勇於嘗試第一名，心無城府第一名。

摩羯座.嚴肅第一名，鎮定第一名，忍耐第一名，認真第一名，保守第一名。

水瓶座.好奇第一名，好學第一名，創意第一名，創造力第一名。

雙魚座.心軟第一名，敏感第一名，多疑第一名，愛作夢第一名，胡思亂想第一名。

Tats about all bah! Boring w/o pics? okay la. end off with sweetest Nat :)

tada! Byeee.. & true enuff, piscean are always soft-hearted! lol!

Kaileng wrote
5/16/2008 12:46:00 PM

Fuck Life sucks to da core. Especially dealing with some fucking work to be done with deadlines pressing in!

Actually i do undertstand she needs the work real soon & she's nice to extend the deadlines again & again BUT! Somehow i wanna tell her the work will nv end la.Shiit! Randomly i remembered she initially only wanted me & her to do it only. I mean thinking back luckily the whole mocca helps out also :)

It's some checking of Yellow pages of the various companies, missing fills to be filled in.Fills like contact Nos, emails, District,Postal Code, Fuck!Some are too old to be in da database, need to deleted.. Fuck..can u see how much shit we need to clear?!? you guys can go see how many companies there are la, from your hardcopy of YP. omgosh 1 alphabet 1000 over companies some even reach to 5000 plus. wth la. check one by one?!? Thank GOD there's still a function on Microsoft Excel tat i love so much. the data filter :) So you select a field, any weird weird data can be amend, only tat row in particular :)

Anyway, work simply sucks now. argh!!!!!!! & there's this very clever gal JOYCESTELLA tat made me work like an idiot. I was like Fuck! I dunno how to explain wad went wrong. Perhaps i'll just do a summary out of it.Don't make me blow up again gal, my impression of you just changed & got better, you had better check carefully before words start coming from your mouth.

You guys know there's a field called contact no on our excel file. Then i was like asking her if the numbers if all needs to have spacing or no spacing must standadize anot, she said yes. Then i went on asking if the rest of my colleagues are doin the same thing tat if they decide to have space means the whole excel file no spaces. She said yes. So i decided that mine has to have no spaces & so i went on to delete 3000 over numbers. After some time, i went to check some of the excel file. Fuck! Their excel file all the numbers are mixed up.Meaning they have spaces & nospaces entries. Then i realised i was like a stupid fool deleting the spaces and wanting my excel file to be perfect. Fuck. Actually dunno if you guys know wad i mean la. So ya.. Nvm then. Just let me rant out. Fuck!!!!!!! wadever la. Fuck. Her commands from now on just made me feels like taping her mouth up.Who knows she made me a work idiot again. AHA. I'm a FOOL.好笨！ So yeap. Anyway, she was clever enuff to teach the whole lot a new function to replace the spaces in between the numbers on excel. BUT i totally ignored! hahaha! Not interested! Since i'm an idiot i shall delete the spaces w/o the help of excel functions. AHAHA!

haha. mY messenger nick is really cool from wad i think. HAHAHA! It says:"
Kaileng- Damn FUCKED UP. Fuck You! Cheebye. You're really ugly Inside out. Omygosh. ".

Anyway, i can't deny tat majority of the time spent with her, she does makes a good friend still. wooHOO! Just let me rant out for the day! Who knows tmr i start talking again cos i'm always known to be soft-hearted. aHA! Just make sure history wont repeat. Watch & check before things starts sprouting from your mouth, my dear gal.

Anyway happy note, i saw sweetest yesterday again :) Came back for fitting :) Still as sweet.AHA. Managed to pass him last min 爱心凉茶。。 :) Love him loads. You may find someone else as sweet but to me he's my sweetest. I wanna see him soon!

i go vent out liao! BYEEEEE!

Kaileng wrote
5/16/2008 10:34:00 AM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

harlow :) time for updates :)
before that show u guys a cute video yea? :) damn cute!

kaileng is damn high yesterday lor.haha! i officially declared i'm oh-so in love with *Wayne* Shhh! btw, not JJ lin hor! lol!

AHA. took the same bus coincidentally :P then aHA. smiled back at me when i smiled @ him. Oh it's not a simple smile lo, it's one bright SMILE. Can i say i totally love tat side of him? haha! Call me‘发花痴’i dun care. hehe!

Oh..btw,there's this huge traffic Jam when we were on da way to mdc, then zek arh me wished tat the traffic jam will nv end. haha!Anyway, i purposely sat few seats away from him so tat i can observe him from my seat *blushes*

Anyway, yea,yesterday i went to party world Woodlands to sing again :) Been a long time, haha! I totally love it when nobody is around at the hall singing. So i could have the hall all by myself! haha! they still kept my clothings i left last time w/o picking them up..hehe! Then yeap, after singing for sometime one of the staff came to me & said ‘小姐，一号房间的人想跟你合唱。。’I went huh?!? then she said ‘他觉得你唱得很好’...It's always nice to hear compliments :) haha. In case ya wondering if i did go & sing a duet or wad with them..answer is nope. Shy la, how could i just go in to other's ktv room? funny la! lol!

Anyway, yeap, random random, 寰是我永远的时尚潮男! I thought he really did extremely well! 寰，你真的做得很棒！我已你为荣！爱你！

Oh btw, i'm not against shuaishuai for winning :) I'm happy for him too! Perhaps his 人缘， is way too good :) heheX! while ya voting for shuai, remember to drop a vote for lemonboy & huan yea :) 谢了!

Picey time!

Always the one dear to heart, huan :D :D Mr Metrosexual always :D :D

你真的很棒，我感觉到你的用心。。为你感到万分感动，骄傲：D
不仅在这场比赛，即使在你的每一场比赛我都感觉得到你很用心，是超棒的！不要放弃，继续加油，我会一直陪在你的左右：D

M2 Lucky Number!

Tat Monday was not his day! Basically not only he lost the honour when he truely deserves it, he lost his cellphone too! Tat was ohmygosh la! :( Wad a day for him, I think Thank GOD he still has us around. :D :D Wadever happens, I'll stand by his side just like wad i did for Lemonboy :D :D This is call L.O.V.E :D :D

Lemon Boy:

---Haha, Dont ask me why such a pic.. He was damn tired & my zipai sucks. so this is our only pic left for the day. I dun even bear to delete it away. hehheh! Okay la, since he's tired, i dun force him to take another pic do i? Actually i took quite a lot but all blurred shots. *sobs* neh mind la, make do with the 100 over pics of him on my hp for the moment. lol!

& out of a sudden he has lotsa supporters popping out! haha! Okay, i'm happy for him la :D

M5 all da way! I love love love him! hoho!

Rabbit:

--Hey peeps! Long time nv see her pic on my blog le rite? haha. I miss her too. haha. Okay la, she's still looking good & practising hard for her segment coming Mon! Jiayou le Rabbit! F88888! :D :D

大眼睛姐姐，Christalle :D :D

---Haha, i guess nobody knows i like Christalle, hehe! Thought seldom communicate i just got high when i see her too! Pretty babe & when you actually communicate with her she's nice to talk to :D :D Jiayou le, big eyed babe ! :D

Louis Bro:

------This dude was so high tat day can! haha! This was the first shot we took...then bro says it's not nice, so retake! haha! Not satisfied! hohoho!

-----------Tada! Indeed this is a better one! & i love love this pic! :D :D

----------Nope ya not seeing clones! haha!

I was recalling how Bro signs on stack of photos given by '豆豆男' (Leijun) . lol :P

He was anyhow signing la,lol. just graffiti to me. LOL. Then on one photo i saw one zek arh side of bro, he sign on 豆豆男's face. wahaha. i was laughing like hell & kept saying he's very bad..hohoho! Anyway.haha, yea lo, one whole stack leh how to sign one by one?!?

Anyway yea, Jiayou to you too bro!

Anyway,seeing Bro reminds me of Dearest Rah somehow, Gal, pls pls treasure wad u have if you still loves him. You know wad i mean de la. Sometimes, he can't be always noticing each & every single one of us. So yea, take your initiative if you get wad i mean :)

Also, i've read your entry, can you pls pls dun be so zek arh in your last part of entry. I read le very pek chek. The part regarding Shuaishuai's victory you very happy tat he won instead. Tats like omgosh..do u even have a heart when u said tat?!? i mean i'm also happy for shuai but do u need to stress & make your point tat you'r really happy tat he won INSTEAD?!? You & I know tat someone deserves much more. & yea, why get so work up when Pam din pinpoint you but only mention 'them'?!? aiyoo.. Dun blog as if she's tat bad la, be understanding towards one another.You & I know she loves him, so there's nth wrong for her to be agitated. So yea. Perhaps i'm also one of them she mentioned. Why get so work up? Relax Relax... :D Chill!

Feng:

----ohmytian! his bei pan is damn nice lah! :D Keep singing dude! I really love your humorous character which nv fails to brighten my days!Keep going! :D

Jiahui:

----Okay, i just bought his CD ‘虽然我愿意 ’ yesterday! Not bad 3.5/5. Okay, perhaps i'm too picky cos i'm a lil sensitive to music so yea,tats how the 3.5 rating came about :D It's still nice la, Jiahui can SING :D &&& why he looks so much like Kevin? wahaha! or izzit the other way round？ haha! Anyway, both are cute la! hohoho!

Jae Bro:

----I guess bro doesn't know how to take normal shots anymore cos we took too many funky shots already..haha! Remember our flexible faces? haha! Anyway i officially announced eh..i gave him a new name tats “紫豆”...purple bean! hehex. Since there's yellow,red & green bean already tats jeff,kwan & Nat, Jae shall be purple! haha. cos my fav colour is purple！：D & i think purple bean is really unique as compared to the rest! :D :D Yeah! Learn to like your new name hor bro! hehe!

Shall end post with my dearest Marcus..haha! he says i should blog about him! haha! Post his pics! So here we come!

----Keep it simple, i love him & he loves me! hohoho!

byee! :D

Kaileng wrote
5/15/2008 08:23:00 AM

Monday, May 12, 2008

Hello back to update!

Had lotsa fun past few days. Argh! if not for short of cash everything would be perfect! haha. I've been borrowing money from ppl. BUT! I'm paying them back today :)

anyway past few days was spent waiting for WWDZ darlings again. Realised i haven been communicating with rabbit for so long.Tats why no have her pics suddenly miss talking to her. shall do tat soon :)

yea..let those pics do the talking as usual :)

First up..you know who la, need i mention? aHA!

Cutie lil Lemon Boy :)

---omgosh he looks damn cute with spongebob :)Vote M5 tonight!

---HAHA. he didn't give me tat face on purpose leh! don't mistaken for tat :)

----haha.btw, he was surprised why i didn't ask for a picture! haha! so tada! this is the PICTURE. hehe! Super tired restless de lemon :)

Anyway, had a really super long chat with this lil boy during supper @ prata house some days back :) . Yea, i should say i got to know so much more about this boy. Oh, he made me realised something, tat, even though one may seemed happy, but he/she maybe feeling the other way round. 换句话来说，心中有很多烦恼，不是任何人都了解的。。 Some may choose to say it out some may just bottled it up. In his case, he shared it. & normally there'll be 2 parts answer to sharing it out, it's either you got more troubled or you sort your thinkings out. For this boy, he belongs to the first case. He's lost in his directions, a lost lamb.People thinks he's a 开心果 all along but ahuh, 在开心也可能是伪装出来的。。So if he ever keeps his silence when you guys see him, dun be alarmed. He is just deep into his thoughts. Leave him alone :) Well, just dun think too much la boy, wadever it is, someday somewhere,you'll see light and the deadknot will just untie :) Yea, my point to my beloved friends, do not be afraid to share. You'll really feel much better :) Yea, indeed though he may still seemed troubled to me after he left, at least the feeling is so much better as compared to 闷在心里：）Today is monday, so jiayou le, lemon boy!

Next up! 我的外遇Huan!hehe!

---shuai rite! hahaha! :)

---Simply love this pic loads!

--& this one too!

---So now he knows i need to take many many pics. lol! When i take out my camera he knows it all..hehe..'take many many...!' haha! Cute leh!Anyway, jiayou le huan! though i wasn't really by your side when Lemon boy is around,我也不会分身术， i still love ya loads! :) Sometimes i wish i could have both of you by the side. :) oh, i'm so greedy! Jiayou le huan! Love ya many!

Christalle Babe :

----Pretty yea? :)

---I was so sad initially cos she rejected a picture when i met her at canteen. Hehe. Thank GOD i asked her again, 真的不能拍照啊？ when she came out with the guys.. she replied can provided i dun mind she's ugly. Oh pls! You'r so pretty lo,where got ugly? christalle babe. yea, she's still pretty w/o makeup at least i think so :)

Shuai:

----I took so many of his pics just for......my friends :)

----Cute cute de shuai :)

Louis　Bro:

----Recently took pics with this dude all very nice de leh! haha! Random random! jiayou le!

Aliff:

---Randomly saw him while waiting for the guys :) Still so cute! haha, dun dare approach him, gotta seek help from friends. lol. Rah says i'm blushing like hell. :P Tats bcos Aliff is way too CUTE la!

Desmond:

----Super long neh see him liao, help Daevon take his pic :)

---Still looking good :)

-----Yesterday suddenly very miss vanness so just went to find all his stuff i bought last time.. woah! Really a lot lo.. So i took some of the pics & blog about it :) Vanness = love alright..haha.. i remember i first like him when he made a simple line during a live show at sg, 'Singapore wo ai ni men..!' haha! Random huh.. Anyway, vanness = love la, spend 120 dollars just to catch him on F4 concert when i was like sec 2 only?!? dots. din even know how to make my way to suntec conventional hall.. haha! anyway, i was damn high when i got to see vanness in action. Vanness = love!

Laogong xiaogang! Hearts!

--LOL.. 我自称他是我的老公！I love xiaogang lao shi to the max la...so man & talented.. oh i own almost all of his CDs except 快乐练习曲。。 will buy tat soon! should be able to get it la..hehheh! i wanna see him somewhere sometime! haha. kaileng 发花痴了！xiaogang lovesssssssssss!

-----Me & ultimate bestie @ PLAY :) i like the 2nd shot! Damn cool! Anyway, thanks for acc me there cos you know i'd be alone if he's with friends :) 谢了！

-----Saw sweetest few days back at canteen :) He seemed busy so take a pic jiu let him go off le. He's cute la, actually i wanna him zipai, but he play around with my phone cannot figure out which button i think jiu asked JS to take the pic instead. :)

-----Jackson is around! ohmygosh! miss him hehheh! stil so shuai lo! :) Haha, he does has the 'sheng an' feel, JS will know wad i mean cos she mistook Jackson for shengan..haha! i liked both alrite :)

---Super long nv take pic with Jess le :) So here's Jess. Oh she looks good this way :)

--Jo..take pics kaki :) Pretty pics always :)

I had better get going..cya all soon!

XOXO!

Kaileng wrote
5/12/2008 12:17:00 PM